Memorial Service

Well yesterday was the day. We held the memorial service for my Wife Debbie. Saw a lot of Family that I haven't seen in a while. The trouble with that is , is the only time we do seem to see each other is at Funerals, oh and an occasional wedding now that my Nieces and Nephews are getting into ther mid to late twenties. It was a Lovely service. Pastor Frank Did a great Job with the slide show and audo presentation and the Message. Looking at some of the photos from our wedding made me remember Just How beautiful My Debbie was. Iwas a little heart Broken that the person who proclaimed to be her "Best Friend" Did not show up. All week long she had been helping me prepare things and the morning of the service was even dressed to go. Had something prepared that she wanted to read and then just didn't show up. Hasn't called or answered her phone to say why, Nothing. I guess I should be understanding being as she is the type of person that goes to pieces and becomes meg-neurotic when a cat gets sick or dies. Maybe she just figured that she would become too emotional and backed out at the last minute. On the other hand she has a flip side personality that is very self centered and does irrational things and has a very High opinion of herself at times. Just a mixed Bag I guess. So I'll just have to let it go because if I mention it to her she will go all emotionally ballistic and turn it into a feud of sorts, Seen her do it before. Weel Gotta go for now. Hard to type when eyes are filling with tears.