Fat Man Eating in the dead of night
Take some chicken wings and learn to fry
What a life
such an appetite
You are only Waiting for your Pizza to arrive
I Was a Meth head for so many years that I was never over weight.
In fact I was always too thin. At one point I was 135 lbs. This was really skinny because I am a little more than 6 ft. tall. Now since I've been clean for years it's just the opposite, I'm 255lbs and I don't know how to lose it. My weight gain seems to be all in my stomach area and that makes things like Tying my shoes a real pain in the ass.
I will never,ever, take little things like tying my shoes or bending over to pet my cat for granted again. And oh yea , my neighbors kid called me "lumpy" today, he meant in a joking way but it still felt weird. I've never been FAT before. I've heard people say that they ate because they were depressed and thought "Thats just an excuse"But now I know exactly what they meant. I've just replaced the drugs with food. This scares the hell out of me because I have , just for a second considered doing meth again to lose weight. But I know that if I did that I would be dead in no time .
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