Throwing out the past.

Today I began the process of prying myself away from my past Life with Debbie. I am in the position of having to let go of nearly EVERyTING that was "OURS". It is one of the most difficult thing I have ever had to do. My sister suggested that I do one garbage bag a day, so today I did two. All of her stuffed animals that were not in good enough condition to sell at a yard sale, Clothes, and various other Items. It was hard to do as my eyes were filled with Tears as I threw each item in the dumpster. I need to Drastically Down size so I can move to a rented Room somewhere. I can only keep small mementos of her and our Picture albums. I have to have some one else take Our Cat Salem to the SPCA because I can't do it. She is the Last Living connection to my Prior life with Deb as she was her Cat. I miss you my Love.