Living here alone since My wife passed away has begun to take it's toll on me. The Loneliness is almost Unbearable at times. To be perfectly honest there are times when I feel like I just want to end my Life. The only Problem Is that I have always been taught that suicide is the ONE unforgivable sin in the eyes of God. The Other problem is just how to do it. I am to much of a coward to do anything that would be painful and I am afraid that if I took an overdose of pills I would change my mind only too late to summon help. Hell I don't know what to do.