All bottled up

I've been sitting here for over an hour just staring at the screen trying to find the words to describe how I am feeling today and I am having a hell of a time breaking through the cloud of depression that is hanging over me. Yesterday sucked. I had a big argument with my upstairs neighbor of her company pulling up in front of the apartment blasting loud bass from their car stereo. It woke me up and I guess I just snapped and cursed them out. Now My neighbor who is usually very nice. is acting all bent out of shape and not speaking to me. Whenever it was some one else doing this she was in complete agreement with me but now when it is one of her own people it's a different story. I have known for a while that she isn't all there in the head and that it was only a matter of time before she turned on me as I have seen her turn on others here in the complex. She is all nicey nicey to their face but the minute their back is turned she starts badmouthing them.

I should have Known something was wrong with her when she first moved in 2 tears ago. She bought some patio furniture for he balcony and had her some come assemble it for her. The table came in a big box that was sealed with those big copper staples. well apparently he left these laying on her patio and the next day she asked my wife "Does your husband own a stable gun?" My wife replied "no" we have a stapler" Later that day She asked me "Do you own a staple gun?" I said "No" to which she replied "well your wife says you do, and I want to know why you've been shooting these big stables up onto my patio. I told her that I had done no such thing to which she replied,"Well they didn't just fall from the sky"At that moment I saw the big box and knew exactly where they had come from but she didn't want to hear it and Just turned around and walked back inside.

I hate neighbor problems. I tried to be the bigger person and said good morning this a.m. but she just stuck her nose in the air and ignored me. I hate this. I have been so depressed lately that this is just making it worse. I have been going through a slump where I miss my daughter really bad and have been reminded of her and her mom every time I turn around. I love Debbie But Celeste was my first REAL Love and I guess no matter how hard I try I will never really get over her.

It is odd that today I read my friends blog and he was writing about how pleased and thrilled he was that he was able to go buy some new underwear. This was odd because that was one of the things I had planned for today myself. But as luck would have it when I looked at the size label on the ones I was wearing I was horrified to realize that I was going to have to buy ones that are at least 3 sizes bigger. Now I am really depressed. I have gained so much weight is my stomach it ain't even funny. Time for a song Parody:

Fat man eatin" in the dead of night,
Buy some chicken wings and learn to fry,
What a fright, such an appetite,
You are only waitin' for you pizza to arrive.

To the tune of the Beatles "Black Bird"

To my Buddy Keath, Hope those fires down your way are nowhere near your home.
P.S. My store doesn't carry Covington Brand(LOL)